Friday, November 19, 2010

THE STREAM........WITH IN



The days were more golden ...................
.........................the rainbow more colorful
And those days were happy and  bright,
with a charm of being in blissful delight.
No big deals nor big dreams were there;
except of getting a new doll and a pair
                      of bright red sandals..........
which I wanted to add to my life's little joy bundle.
No reality I knew of this world to which I was born,
As nothing was in existence....................................
                      except the world other than my own.
It was like roaming in a fairy tale and living in a dream. 
And the time kept passing like a flowing stream.
The stream enjoying its peaceful and bubbly way;
knowing nothing about vast Sea where it is going to lay.
One day a realization came and made me uneasy
...and my bundle of little joys was no more with me.
The joy of being a child .........................................
living in its own world with a great pride.
but this was a passing vision..................
underneath which a hard reality was  hidden.
The stream which felt its way steady and smooth;
At last embraced the Sea of bitter truth.
The truth I felt when I grew a little old.................
that every thing looking golden is not always a Gold.
Now I have seen this life with experiences hard and soft.
And  at last the stream with in me realized that is has
to move , move and move...to meet the Vast Sea ,as it can not stop.

Stream has its  identity because a Sea is there;
And without the existence of this world I stand nowhere.

Monday, October 18, 2010

मेला

रंगबिरंगी दुनिया का मेला देखन 
छुटकी चल दी ..............................
माँ की उंगली , पिता का साथ लिए 
भीड़ में वो आगे बढ़  ली ..............
क्या रोशनी ,क्या चहल -पहल ,
क्या रंग , नज़ारे  अलग - अलग ,
हैरान  हो ये सब छुटकी   देखन  लगी  |

माँ ! ये गुडिया , बाबा ! ये झूला 
मुझे भी है लेना ..........................
ना  बेटी ! ये न किसी काम का, 
फिर कभी ले लेना.........................
चलो , फिर कभी इस  गुडिया से 
मै खेलूंगी .......................................
अगली बार ही सही , कोई बात नहीं 
मै ये झूला ले लूंगी |

रुको माँ ,इसे  पकड़  कर तो मै 
देख लूँ ................................. 
बाक़ी  बच्चों को झूला लेते देख ही 
मै ऑंखें  सेक लूँ ....................
मन में  ये सोच छुटकी बोली यूं ,
कोई बात नहीं , माँ -बाबा  मै 
बड़ी सयानी हूँ .................. 
जब अगली बार  आप  के खेत फसल 
अच्छी होगी , 
तब ये गुडिया भी मेरी होगी  |

इतना कह छुटकी आगे  मेले में  बढ़ दी ,
और माँ -बाबा  की  ऑंखें  आंसू से भर दी ,
क्यों दिखाई  रंगीन दुनिया इतनी.................
ये भोली "लाडो" को..................................
जो इतनी जल्दी गयी वो सयानी  हो |


फिर छुटकी रंग -बिरंगी  दुनिया के मेले
में ग़ुम हो गयी......................................
आगे बढ़ चली वो भीड़ में ,
मन में सपने संजोये  कई ...................
 इक दिन जरूर वो गुडिया  मुझे 
मिलेगी कभी |





                                                                       


Friday, October 8, 2010

MY GUIDING STAR

O'Mumma, I miss you!
Want to hug and kiss you.
When I came to this world ,
You took me in your arms' hold.
YOU made me grow 
and lend me your eternal glow.

You are there that's why I am here,
On this earth so splendid and beautiful.
without you this world,
would have been gray and dull .

When I look at  you,
feel like a small child,
Because I know you are there
In whom I can always confide.

Ma ,you are an Ocean,
And I am your tiny wave. 
You are a Banyan tree,
I feel  relaxed and care free,
in whose shade.

GOD- I have never seen
but you are my God incarnated 
in to being my mother.
Be my guiding star,my friend and 
my healer.
I fear nothing,
No worry , no care
Till the time with me you are there.
So Be my inspiration
As your very presence is the Eternal bliss
O dear MOM , I want your warm hug and kiss .

               

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL: दो टूक

 दो टूक: "उजड़ा मेरा आशियाना ना कोई रहा ठिकाना ऐ मेरे खुदा .............. गुजरा वो था ज़माना जब अपना भी था इक ठिकाना , ज़लज़ला ऐसा आया , आंधी ऐसी च..."

दो टूक

उजड़ा  मेरा आशियाना
ना कोई रहा  ठिकाना
ऐ मेरे खुदा ..............

गुजरा वो था ज़माना
जब अपना भी था इक ठिकाना ,
ज़लज़ला ऐसा आया ,
 आंधी ऐसी चली,
पंच्छी गिरा डाली से...
आशियाँ उड़ा ले साथ चली ........
ऐ मेरे खुदा ..............

कर रहमत अपने बन्दों पर ,
न जर न जेवर , न रहा कोई घर
कोई खता हुई मुझसे जो गर
ऐ मेरे खुदा ................

बीवी की आँखें हैं नम,
दिल में लिए सिसकता इक गम ,
भूख से मासूम रहे हैं बिलख ,
मै हूँ बेजार और बेबस ,
क्या करूँ ,किस से लडूं
तू ही तो है जिस से फ़रियाद  करूँ,
ऐ मेरे खुदा .....................

बंदा क्या लाया थे ,जो खोएगा
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जब होग्री तेरी रहमत
तू अपने आप ही देगा |
ऐ मेरे खुदा ...............

क्या चाहिए मुझ गरीब को ,
मेरे बिखरे नसीब को,
इक छोटी  सी दुनिया ,
जिसमे हो  इक अपनी छत
दो टूक रोटी, दो पल चैन |
समझ मेरा भी दर्द.......कर कुछ मेरी मदद .
ऐ मेरे खुदा .....................

Thursday, August 19, 2010

LIFE- AS IT IS.............

Hi friends ,
                   Its been long time back when  I had  put anything here out of my mind for you. Life is very busy and in the hum drum of life we often forget to give a few precious moments to our creativity. We should let  our thoughts flow on the paper to give a shape to our imagination.
                 Today I was musing over my past ,especially the  time spent with my siblings and my parents . In the initial years of life what a child  sees around , it definitely bears an impact on his or her personality. The parents are the first thing  he looks around when he comes out of the womb of his mother. This is his first step in to the world of civilization . After parents come other family members like siblings ,grand parents ,family friends and other acquaintances . The overall personality of a being is the amalgamation of all the influences which one feels and under goes during these formative years.
                 Besides this, other things which shape our social and individual behavior are the kind of food we eat and the atmosphere we live in. If a person is living in the surroundings where everybody is abusing and using foul and filthy language, the child will naturally pick it up . On the other hand to a child  born in singers' family, music will become his  soul and passion.  It might be possible that he is not as perfect as others around him,but a little practice can give a sparkle to his singing talent.
               Similarly , I had a great impact of my parents on my personality. What I am today is because of my mother and father. They have taught me to be patient and optimistic. Optimism is the greatest of all virtues which can make you shine like a Sun even in the darker times of life. It can change your perspective to look at the world.  The best thing  I have learnt from my father is to be happy and positive and make others  also feel that. I feel a kind of solace and happiness when my words give a healing touch to somebody who is in pain and misery.
                 The conclusion is, what you want to be in your life, is decided  only by  your personality and the way you perceive things in life and the surroundings. This is the  reason why Great persons are always revered. 
      
                 THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME YOUR GLIMPSE
                 THROUGH TWO BEINGS- MY PARENTS,

                            THANKS FOR HOLDING MY HAND AND TEACHING ME
                  THROUGH THEM.
                            

Friday, February 19, 2010

"YOUR ATTITUDE IS YOUR FRIEND "

Hi Friends,
                 Its been almost four months since I have put anything in writing. All those previous months have taught me a lot about  relations and life around. Going through a turmoil in the surroundings,I have started looking at life in a very different way. The life is not so easy as it seems to us. We have so many influences around us  which directly or indirectly affect us. I also went through such an indirect influence  a few days back that left an impact on my mind. I was upset for many days and a hidden fear of death used to haunt me. I wanted to get rid of it and my resolution of not getting disturbed and the way my father helped me getting over it helped me a lot.I started looking at the HALF GLASS FILLED rather looking at it HALF EMPTY . Now  after this change in  the attitude ,I feel more energetic ,confident and full of zeal to face the darker aspects of the life.
             So my dear friends always be positive and confident .Never criticize the negative and dark .White is there because we know there is Black in existence.Without tasting the bitter we would not be able to taste the sweet. FEAR is your enemy and Faith in ALMIGHTY is your true friend. Your own personality is the greatest friend and foe of your life.Now decision is yours which one you choose:  A friend or An enemy.

                                          BE POSITIVE AND BE HAPPY.